Ghosts of the past

I am going back to my old stomping grounds for a couple of weeks. I am excited but a little apprehensive at the same time. I miss my family, friends, and pets terribly and I can't wait to see them but....There's always a "but" with me. I left VB over 2 years ago and there were quite a few reasons why I did. I was a mess in all senses of the word by the time I made the decision to leave. I know I was making the right decision when I made it and when I look back on the last 2 years I was right. However, I always had a nagging feeling that maybe I was running away from certain people and issues. These would be my "ghosts." Then they were very real to me but now they have faded into ghosts. I think now I am able to deal with them or just put them at rest finally. I guess I will find out when I am there. I miss my loved ones too much to let my ghosts get in the way of enjoying my time there. I am not sure why I am even writing about this except for the reason that I need to vent out my apprehension now instead of later while I am there and possibly letting that ruin my time there. I am always babbling about something inocuous anyway so if you're reading this and think that I am a headcase....you are probably correct!!! As always....

Love and kisses,
Rosebud