Well, I am back in the Pacific. I think my jaunts to the East Coast are done for the time being. I was glad that I was able to see most of my family and friends during my visits to New Jersey and Virginia Beach. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't have been able to do either. I am grateful for that and it warms my heart that I am missed and loved enough for them to bring me back.
I would go into detail about my trip to VB but I am a little tired so I will just tell you what I learned. I was apprehensive about going because of the "ghosts" analogy I had. I did put most of them to rest and that is truly a weight off my shoulders. I learned that I really did not run from anything or anyone, I just moved on. I also learned that I am truly happy where I am at in my life. I have no regrets for the decisions that I have made in the last 2 1/2 years. However, I do realize that my decisions did in turn affect some of my loved ones and for this I am sorry.
I have to say though that the biggest lesson I learned was that no matter where I am at or what I am doing, I am loved. And for this reason, I realize why I am okay with being single. I was starting to think that maybe that there was really something wrong with me because I haven't caught the relationshipitis bug. I guess I just have a really strong immunity to it but I do know that there is a supervirus out there that will inevitably get me! However, until then I might as well enjoy and live a healthy relationship free life ; - )
As Always...
Love and kisses,
Rosebud
P.S. To those of you who (you know who you are) keep wondering about my MOJO or my "secret." I truly do not have an answer and I promise I am not into witchcraft either!!!!
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