Tuesday, August 09, 2005

All Byyy Myyyself....

I think everyone knows the lyrics to that song or at least that one line of the song. I had an interesting convo with a good friend of mine today. I was going down the list of everyone that has left me and will be leaving me in the next few months and how I will be by myself for a couple of months. Well, I will be living by myself for a couple of months. Now, I know this is not a big deal for most people my age because they have lived for longer stints by themselves and I did not think that it was a major deal myself. Until my friend prompted me with the question, "have you ever lived by yourself for any extended period of time?" I had to think for a moment on that one. Then came the realization that I haven't ever really lived alone for more than say 10 days, maybe 2 weeks at the most.
My friend suggested that I might need medication for the adjustment. I guess I never thought of it as being such a major adjustment. But it will be for the most part. It doesn't bother me that I will be alone, at least for now. I think of it as more of a vacation or something new to experience. And maybe this is what I need. Some true "alone" time.
Hmmm.....I guess I will see if I truly like myself or not ; - )

As Always,

Love and kisses,
Rosebud

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