Monday, June 06, 2005

Back on track....

Momentary lapse of reality. That's what I had a case of. You ever have that one person in your life that is your Achille's heel? Well, I have one of them. He's my "what if?" person. Every time he comes back into my life now is the only time I have self doubt about my decisions that I have made over the last year and a half. Time and distance has been making it easier for me to recoup from his "follow-up" contacts with me. However, just as much as he is my weakness he has been my strength in a lot of ways. So for that I am grateful for him being in my life.
So folks I am back on track. Well, as much as someone like me can be ; - )
On a different note: I have a question for the masses. Why do we make relationships so much harder than they really are? I know its a loaded question but after observing many relationships around me and of course my own, I think if most people knew that answer there would be a lot less drama. Just something to ponder.....

Love and Kisses,
Rosebud

1 comment:

Heather said...

Oh, Rose -- you ALWAYS ask this question. You know you really want to know because you are afraid of relationships and justify that by saying that they're nothing but drama, yadda yadda yadda. I think Scott has a point when he says that the reason things seem so complicated to outside parties is because generally you're only sharing the BS with your friends and not all of the good stuff that keeps the relationship together. What it really comes down to is deciding if the amount of BS is worth the good stuff and trying to keep a healthy balance.

But, that's just what I think.