Hurry up and get here already....

Okay I know that's a little random but it's the only way I can sum up how I am feeling right now. You ever sit for a minute and think about where you are in your life and just get a restless feeling? I know I am tracking and I know the next couple of years will fly by with school and then I can feel like a productive working adult again but......can't it just hurry up and get here already? Eventhough I am tracking with my own goals, I feel like I am missing out on so much of what's going on in everyone else's lives. Maybe because I am so far away and it's not convenient for me to travel to celebrate everyone else's celebrations and milestones. I have friends getting married, having babies, etc. Family celebrating birthdays, milestones, graduations, etc. My pets getting older without me. It makes me sad sometimes even with pictures and phone calls to keep me up to date. I mean I am not ungrateful for these things because it's my lifeline at times. I do treasure them but it's not the same as physically being there. I know I made my choices and by these choices I also made some sacrifices. I know that I don't get a lot of sympathy because I am in Hawaii but paradise has its costs. I am way far...like 5000 miles far. I have learned though that you can never reach enough distance away from issues that plague you but you can reach enough distance to gain perspective on those issues. I am learning a lot about myself here without the security blanket that my family and friends have always provided for me. Although sometimes that "security" blanket was more like a huge oversized smothering comforter; ) I am able to reinvent myself here but what I have come to realize that I don't really need to. I like the person that I truly am. I just needed to find that out on my own I guess. However, with all that said, I still want ? to hurry up and get here already....The true question though now to answer is the "what?" Now wouldn't I just be satisfied if I could figure that out (lol) Probably not....is anybody ever truly satisfied?!
Love and kisses,
Rosebud